I remember thinking as a kid that I would get to a point in my life where I didn't have to "learn" anymore. That couldn't be further from the truth.
Life is full of lessons to be learned. Some very hard and others almost too easy. If you know me personally, follow my blog, or keep up with my Facebook you have probably picked up on the fact that life is just now slowing down for us. The last few years have been quite the roller coaster. There were so many lessons learned during those few years but none greater than lessons learned when I have opened my whole heart, closed my mouth, and opened my ears to what God has been trying to tell me.
I have made many decisions in my life, none of which I regret, all of which have taught me something very valuable.
Current life lesson. Moving on. Moving passed the hurt and pain of those who have tried desperately to tear me down the last few years. Moving passed all the "bad" that has happened in my life the last few years. While I still wear a smile and my heart is still bigger than Texas, I hurt on the inside and often from the actions of people who claimed to have "loved" me and walked away, on, or around me when I needed them the most.
That hurt all ends today. I gave it up. I left it all behind. I am moving on!
For the first time in 3 years I finally feel like my life is going in the direction that I wanted it to. I know that it was all part of God's plan, and that He knew what I was capable of handling. So now the time has come to give up what I cannot change. Have no regrets, for all of these circumstances have made me who I am today. Be grateful and gracious to those around me and love even my worst enemy as Christ loves me.
I am fulfilling my dreams now, now its about making my dreams come true and making the life for my family what I, along with God, want it to be! Here's to moving on and learning lessons!


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