Tonight as I watched my baby boy play, and laugh, and attempt to talk I could not help but become completely overwhelmed with emotion. My baby boy is going to 1 in just 2 short months. Where has the time gone? From breastfeeding to eating his own bowl of spaghetti already? Just 10 months ago he was still in my belly patiently waiting to grace this world with his precious little life and now he is quickly becoming a little man.
Everyone says I am a wonderful mother, and days I believe them. Others, I feel like I am so young and dumb and I could stand to grow up a bit myself. I only hope and pray that I become half the mother that my mother is. She is amazing in every sense of the word!
Things with Travis have taken a really unexpected turn here lately. I think he is realizing what he is missing out on and its not settling too well. Reality sets in hard these days. He has been overly sweet lately and I am a bit scared. I know I have made the best decision for my son and I and I would never go back on that at all. I am so very happy and enjoying life that I couldn't possibly go back to the way things were, I was miserable. We have made a few plans to spend some time together as a family and I am looking forward to it. I just hope there is not a lot of silence....
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