I am horribly impatient. I hate to wait, for anything.
This past summer I spent 8 weeks of extremely intense studying to complete the final two classes I needed to apply to nursing school. I completed the classes successfully and in September I sent my application to nursing school off!
I can hardly stand the wait of this process. I am a planner. I need to plan the next steps. I need to know what next year will look like for my family.
Nursing school has been a dream of mine for many years. Originally I was going to college to go to med school. Well, you can see that didn't happen and nursing school is the next best thing!
I crave working children, even sick, hurt, sad children. I love them all. The oncology floor was always my favorite floor of the children's hospital in undergrad. Having a degree in Psychology I was able to dabble in the medical field while going to school and that is where my heart fell in love with the children of the children's hospital and the oncology floor!
I am scared but praying for God's direction in this next journey. I still have to work, I still have to provide insurance for my family and I still want to follow my dreams. I know it will be tough but I want to do this so bad. I just need to know what that letter of acceptance will say. Accepted or Denied?!
If accepted I am praying that my current company will keep me on board part time so that I can still work and still provide us with the insurance we need. Please pray this same prayer with me! If that is not an option, then my dreams may not be chased once again. I can't afford to not work and not have insurance for our family.
This is a long process, I still have at least another 3 months before I will know what will happen! I just wish I knew something before the new year started, so that I knew what to expect next year.
I guess this is another way for God to tell me to stop expecting and start letting Him take complete control.
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